Helpless

Feel so helpless right now, I know I am the only one who can help myself,not others!
Really feel very down after exam..I know I can do well, but every time have some obstacles. For example,mathematics.I can do well in exercise, but every time come to exam, I have some errors..this time I overlook the question..sigh...why can't I just do everything perfectly?

Having stress during exam is not a good thing. Everyone has stress, it normal..it's better to have stress before exam then during exam can do it with a clear mind..this time, I didn't really stress myself up, so become lazy and wasted a lot of time.

Be honest, I have no confidence to get A star. However I have to, in order to enter the university I wanted to go. It's really stressful and I am losing my confidence.

简单幸福的国度

今天，坐在客厅，翻回昨天的报纸（旅游版），他们介绍不丹王国。让我有冲动想去。那王国还保存它的原有风情，它的文化是吸引到我的。要有发展，可是难得的是坚持环保意识和文化继承。它是亚洲幸福指数最高的国家，因为有精神和物质的平衡。现在我们很多的国家都是偏物质的。所以我对这个国家特别的好奇。而且，为了不让他们自己的文化变质，所以有限制旅客的数量。哈哈，很想去！！话说，要坐飞机到那儿还真不便宜，呵呵！ 可是它是我第一个想去探索的国家，希望我能实现这个愿望。

离别

其实人很奇怪的，当要分开时，才依依不舍，才会珍惜！明天最后一天上课了，感觉很舍不得，因为已经习惯这样的环境了，而且遇到的人还不错，虽然经历没中学那么深刻，还有时间也比较短了~可是我觉得不舍啊`或许我比较感性了，想通了~有想哭的感觉~可能在最后几个月，才算真正的比较熟~（是我慢熟吗？）然后就要分开了！哎哟，我觉得我对读书的东西特别有感觉。很不舍得那边的每一样东西，尤其是读书的那种感觉。最后一次在马来西亚读书。特别感触。

谢谢我的学校让我有成长的机会，让我学会很多东西，还有当然要谢谢老师，用心的栽培我们！我会继续努力的！不要辜负自己与身边的人的期望。

最近，不知怎么的，我对自己有信心，很难得！哈哈哈~ 也许是因为‘相信’的力量~
之前，对自己的要求太高，搞到自己很大压力，人应该要学会调适自己的心态及学会放松！
放松可以让自己的空间比较大，而且学习能力也许会提高的！

对，我是一位胆小的人，什么都怕啦！很多时候，因为怕，所以放走很多机会!我不想因为‘恐惧’这个词，而阻止自己前进！也许，我看开了，要发生的始终都会发生的，避也避不了的，不如坦然面对，顺其自然！

(to be continued)

I keep changing la, haizzz~~~
so my final decision is to continue what I have! study chemistry(biochemistry) in UK since i have the offer d.
Then, after that only other thing later~ (although i have my plan,but i am afraid i will change my plan again,haha! )

life

well, long time didnt update this blog~
I wasted a lot of time during this holiday~ everyday sleep or go out only~ didnt do much revision.
less than 1 month to finals d~ have to work hard d~

i realised one thing, when we r stubborn, our decision may not be wise~ this always happen to me~
well, i think i did quite a lot of mistakes in my life~ however these are the lessons that i learnt~ =)

i know i am not that sociable, but I think i can talk a lot about studies but don't ask me about art and engineering~ hehe~ xD well, i know i am too fickle-minded~maybe i am not determined, always get influenced by others~but since people suggesting me better idea, i will take that into consideration~

hmm..i realised that i cannot live without science. at the same time, i realised that not all science theory is correct~ is that confused? okay~~~~and i feel sad if i cannot study science~ so i decided to continue studying science..well...nutrition and dietics ba~ not chemistry~ that suits me more~thats what i think..but undeniably, chemistry really play an important role in my life~ i still like that, but not all parts of chemistry~haha..some only!!!! sometimes, i m thinking whether chemistry benefit human more or danger human more~hehe~~ so i decided to study nutrition which can help human more~ and one thing...is the issue about not going to study overseas~ firstly, i have to admit that it is a bit ‘sayang’, because i got all the offer d (all good unis)~ nvm..hmm..getting the right course is still the priority~

(to be continued) P/s: forgot what i wanna write d.paiseh~haha~

新专辑

明天就要考试的我，竟然在这里？这个不怕死的我！我想，很多人应该都在拼了！平时，我考试很压力的，可是这次呢，却很不一样！压力持续一下子，然后我就松懈~这是好事吗？叫做会控制压力？哈哈，好不好，考完试后才知道！

今天是文音的新歌首播~呵呵，好久都没听到她的歌，她的新作品了！我好喜欢这张专辑的名字-情人知己~应该很多人都觉得很贴切吧！情人变成知己还是知己变成情人？？？？ =） 当我一听到那首歌时，的确和我想像的有些差距！可是我觉得还不错啊~而且，一听到时，就知道我买定这张专辑了！呵呵！再听到关于她的，特别是她的歌声，都有一种很特别的感觉，不能抗拒的感觉！

对，我有欣赏其他歌手，哈哈！可是，感觉和这个不一样啊！这一个特别兴奋，开心~ 她就是我的推动力，所以这么特别的感觉！呵呵~~~~ 感觉上，我又好像要追星了！哈哈！