我就是这样的女生

这世界里，大多数的人都想当老板，拥有自己的事业，达成自己的梦想！可是，看看那人有没有机会和资金！但是，少数人会像我这样，不想当老板的！爸爸听到我这么说，在叹气～对他们而言，当老板才有出息的一天～我的性格呢，不喜欢做决定，不喜欢控制别人，还有比较喜欢当幕后的～原因有几个吧！一，我不喜欢或不可以在陌生人面前那么热情，那么爱说话的！二，我不想因为为了当幕前或工作的需要，而改变了我自己！三，还有很多东西要克服，譬如压力，镜头，还有很多，一时想不起！我就是这样的女生！xD

The Sims 3

最近，我好像发了疯似的，拼命玩游戏，那种电脑游戏~可能这个月玩的，远远超过我这十年玩的~=）这好像又有点夸张！由于姐姐的电脑有The Sims 3，所以我就玩咯～很久没有完这一个游戏了～开始时，要时间习惯！慢慢的，还觉得蛮不错！多一下子，有一点闷，但是还是继续玩！由于突然想要建屋子，就卖完全部东西，然后再建！建到一半，发现好像不够钱～就问姐姐怎样ｃｈｅａｔ咯！之前，姐姐一直要帮我ｃｈｅａｔ，但是我坚持不要！ｃｈｅａｔ后，更不想玩了～太多钱了！！！感觉上，我要做什么都可以～可是这样都不好玩了！而且，在玩着时，我想到了一些东西～在游戏里，我在控制里面的人物，而，在我们的人生里，我们是否也被别人操控着呢？感觉好像不太好，一直控制别人！

Feelings

I feel something different during this trip. I do not really know how to describe this unusual feeling, however, it is a good feeling. It may be due to different perception of my life. I just feel happy all the time. I am glad that I have a good family, of course!

well, i just do what i wanted to do without caring other people's thoughts. of course i am not doing bad things, just be myself. i know, In Malaysia, I cant do that . although i seriously do not like western food, i still like to go UK for my studies. Now, I am learning how to live in a western country! So, I must know how to cook. Otherwise, i would die of eating too much western foods!

Just chatted with one of my friends. I changed my view towards her. She told me that she walked 3 hours to Crown tower in Melbourne just to watch the night fire. She did not want to take the train because she wanted to feel the city! Wow, that's amazing, isn't it? She makes me feel like really want to become a bag packer although she is not one of them. I know that this wouldn't happen if I am going with my family!

melbourne + Cairns Trip

在打着这篇网志时，我还在澳洲的酒店！有机会去澳洲，我就觉得很开心，很幸福了！看到姐姐，当然更爽了！虽然暂时，我还是在生病！但是，很多人照顾我！=）天气很干，又不够水，所以有点辛苦~但是现在买了很多水和药，所以比较好了！

海边可能有jellyfish，所以最好不要踏入海水里！是有点美中不足！呵呵，但没关系！看了很多景色，蛮不错的！最让我轻松快乐的是，觉得很自由！哈哈！去一个没有人认识的地方，感觉很好！不用顾虑或想太多！

两年前，也是去澳洲，可是，心里一直挂念着一些人和事物，所以有点辛苦因为一直想回去！可是，现在没什么东西挂心，所以也比较轻松自在！

我很怕吃西餐了，今天我们大力反抗，终于有中餐吃，真得很开心！=） 觉得很舒服！我很明白了解到我不喜欢吃西餐！很久之前就知道了！呵呵！

在这个旅程当中，一直在搭飞机~呵呵~~接下来的日子，就要好好的买东西了！！！xD

心声

现在这个时候，正是选择自己飞的方向了，就是以后的大学！很明显的，和习惯了，我家人都不赞成我读的科目，但是我不会改变了，因为我选什么，他们都不喜欢！真的很习惯了！不是抱怨，可是这是事实！但庆幸的是，我还是可以读书啦！他们也有表达不想我去那么远读书的心声，不是我叛逆，但是很久之前他们都知道了，可是现在突然这样，真的太迟了！我明白他们的担心，他们担心我不会照顾自己，也不知道有没有跟我一起去！反而，我不是很担心！这样，我更想去了！

我真的很期待过这走路，搭巴士，骑脚车这样的生活！我知道我在这里不可能可以这样！每次都要拜托别人载我，而且自己不喜欢驾车！真的有点厌倦了！在那里，至少我可以靠自己，无论是多么的辛苦，但我愿意啊！ 至少我不会觉得我很没用，常常靠别人，自己什么都不会做！虽然我还蛮没有用的，哈哈！有时，辛苦会让我有满足感！有时候，我想去一个没人认识我的地方！好像古装片的感觉！虽然一个人会寂寞，但这是一个不同的经验嘛！=）

a good day????

Today I skipped class and went to play badminton! I think a lot of people would be surprised because this is the 1st time i skip class! I think a lot of people thought that i wouldnt do so. We need to rest!!!!After AS exam!!!!!!

Long time i didnt play badminton. Everytime my classmate asks me to go, I have something to do. Since most of our classmates skip, I skip as well. And, my skills deteriorate a lot!damn a lot! I feel really not like me! Not only badminton, ping pong as well. I am wondering why. Is it because my eye sight problem or my judegement?? Or, maybe it is the sign of not exercising for long time??

However, now is juz few months didnt play! Last time is like didnt play for years, then play back still not as bad as now!!! sigh...

When i was playing badminton, I thought a lot! well, maybe i have to get used to the environment! And, I always day dream, just like my brother!!!YErrrr...I dont want to be like him!!! xD But, I feel good when i m thinking a lot!!! =) What a thinker!!!!